Sometimes I feel like Iām on this relentless, dead-end search for perfection. I wake up every morning and from the moment my eyes open, Iām thinking about all thatās left to do. At night, I fall into bed, exhausted and frustrated I didnāt finish all I had planned (even though I can fully acknowledge that the place Iām desiring to be isnāt even achievable). Iām tired, but always running, always chasing, always looking to do and be more more more. But despite my best efforts, Iām forever falling short.
Iām human. And sometimes this label feels like a punishment, like Iāll never be good enough. I fight, I shove, I work, I hustle, and yet, Iām never quite there. The dream is always a little further out of reach.
But in moments like this, where I start to beat myself up for silly things, when I think about all I have left instead of all that Iāve done, when Iām giving up before I even begināI remember that success and happiness in this life is not dependent upon my human strength.
Itās not about how hard I can push or how much I can add to my plate. Itās not about what I can do or cross off my list, or how fast I can run. Itās not about my human shortcomings, mistakes, or even failures.
Itās about the Father who lives within me. And how, in Him, I can do all things.
See, weāll forever fall short when we compare ourselves to the things of this world. If weāre measuring our success upon money, riches, or all thatās temporary, weāll forget the beauty of an everlasting life promised to us after this world ends. If weāre calculating our worthiness based on the things weāve done, weāll be adding more and more and more to our to-do lists until weāre so weighed down we can hardly stand.
If we measure our identity by āthingsā rather than truths, weāll fail to see the glory of our Father all around us, within us.
See, as humans we fail and fall short. But as daughters and sons of the King, we rise.
There is an extraordinary God that lives within each of usāin me, in you. There is a Father who, in every moment, only longs to see us grow and conquer. He knows the beatings of our heart. He understands the lonely callings of our mind. When we feel anxious and tired, He comes to our rescue. When weāre empty and lost, He paves our way.
If youāre like me and forever running in circles, trying to catch up or stay ahead, know that there is nothing you can do or say that will make you be less in your Fatherās eyes. To Him, and in Him, you are forever and always enough.
I donāt know about you, but sometimes I feel like I have far too many things Iām wishing or hoping for, and not enough energy to get there. I get excited about the places Iāll one day be, but I dizzy myself in circles trying to achieve goals that I canāt possibly reach on my own. I close my eyes and envision where I want to be, but get overwhelmed at the roadblocks in the way.
Thatās where God comes in.
Our God is extraordinary. He can win battles and conquer obstacles. He can fight demons and drown out any evil. He can move mountains and answer prayers. And He lives within us. This love, this force beats within our own hearts.
If you find yourself exhausted by the daily monotony of this life, frustrated with where you are or how little you have done, broken by pain thatās happened to or around youāclose your eyes, lift your head, breathe deeply and center yourself on the truth. There is a God within you beyond all compare. And in His love, in His grace, you can do, be, conquer, and reach all that is meant to be yours.
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